Tag: Athol Dickson

Savior Complex

Of all the great books I have read, one that has profoundly affected me is The Cure, by Athol Dickson. I so identify with the main character in the story, Riley Keep. After a series of catastrophic mistakes, Riley experienced a change in his life that allowed him the luxury of righting some of his wrongs. He wanted to “fix” people’s lives and correct mistakes from his past.

I don’t know exactly when it began for me, but I too have this desire to “fix” situations and people so that they don’t have to suffer the consequences of their actions or be in need; not if I can do something about it. I want everything to be perfect for the folks I love.

While that may be a noble sentiment, it took me years to realize that if I attempt to fix everything for my loved ones, they may not benefit from the challenges they face nor learn a single useful thing to help them thrive in the years ahead of them. What they do learn is that someone will fix their problem, and they don’t have to worry about a thing.

Riley blew it big time in his attempt to fix all his wrongs. His actions were not malevolent; he really thought he was doing good things for the folks he loved. But he didn’t think forward far enough to consider the consequences of his “fixes;” and there were pretty substantial difficulties that resulted from his attempt to help. Among those he attempted to save from her situation was his daughter. When Riley offered to fix the struggle his daughter faced, she wouldn’t let him. Her response to Riley said it all:

“I think sometimes the right thing is the wrong thing. I made a bad mistake. I need to live with this, you know? Not take the easy way out this time. I think that’s how God shows you the way to be a person.”

Those words stopped me cold. I read them over and over, and I was totally convicted by them. The impact of those words forced me to face in myself a serious flaw that I needed to acknowledge—the savior complex. I just want everything to work out right, you know? As I reflected on this I realized that what I consider right for those I love may actually be exactly where they will eventually settle, but the path they travel is going to have to be their own. I can love them, I can pray for them, I can encourage them and maybe even offer advice, but I can no longer attempt fix their problem.

In Athol’s books, life doesn’t end up wrapped in a neat little bundle with everyone happy and living perfect lives. Because life isn’t perfect. Even though the story of our lives ends up in perfection for those who know the Lord, the journey is anything but smooth. Life has pain; disappointment often rules the day; the struggle of loss is very real.

I struggle daily to stay out of the savior business–sometimes I’m successful at this, and other days I get in the way of the Lord.  When I do feel the urge to step in and “fix” something, I breathe the prayer Riley prayed when the struggle overwhelmed him–“Rescue me.” The cure is not in the quick fix–not for me nor those I love. The cure is something we must work out in the trenches of life, through the grace and help of God. When I feel that urge to step in and “fix” a situation, I am learning to pray and then back away. As Riley said, “The Lord alone is our cure.”

*originally published March 5, 2018*

 

JANUARY JUSTICE by Athol Dickson

\"AtholdHaving discovered the writings of Athol Dickson, and I am immediately captivated by his writing style. Where many authors who write Christian works always wrap their stories up in neat little packages and \”happily ever after\” endings, Athol\’s writings do not, because life isn\’t always about happy endings. His stories are honest, often involving gut-wrenching story lines; and while we aren\’t left hanging and turning empty pages wondering where the rest of the story is, we are left with an ending that is realistic. For me, this is extremely satisfying. It helps me identify with the main character honestly. I\’ve never been dissatisfied with any of Athol\’s story endings.

I am honored to be a part of a blog tour for Athol Dickson\’s latest book, JANUARY JUSTICE. It is a bit of departure from his other writings, in that it is a murder mystery. As well, JANUARY JUSTICE is the first in a series of books whose main character is Malcolm Cutter—quite an interesting individual! Athol explains below why he decided to write a series of murder mysteries:

WHY I WRITE MURDER MYSTERIES (Athol Dickson)

Recently I read a fascinating article in The New York Times about what may well be the first true murder mystery novel ever written. Conventional wisdom holds that the honor belongs to Wilkie Collins, who published The Moonstone in 1868, but the author of the Times piece discovered a novel written six years earlier called The Notting Hill Mystery, which he claims has all the ingredients of a modern murder mystery, and deserves the credit as Whodunit Number One.

The novel was published in serial fashion in a periodical, as was common in those days, and the author used a pseudonym. But apparently there’s good reason to believe The Notting Hill Mystery was written by Charles Warren Adams, one of the publishers of the periodical. Hopefully, Adams will one day receive the full credit for his invention of my favorite genre. It was a monumental achievement.

But intriguing though this is to a mystery aficionado like myself, the real meat of the article for me came almost as an aside near the end, where the Times piece says, “Adams was also notably religious, which points to an unexpected characteristic of the first detective novel: it’s profoundly moral. It asks not just how evil exists, but what is to be done about it. Detective novels, like sermons, can offer gratifyingly simple answers to those questions, or thoughtful and troubling ones.”

I was delighted to read those words, because here I am, one hundred and fifty-one years later, writing murder mysteries for the same reason.
It seems to me we love a good murder mystery because in the end they’re the stories which touch most directly on death and justice.
Death is the ultimate mystery of real life. What is it, exactly? Why must it exist? What should we do about it? Even the best of murder mysteries can’t answer those questions completely, but the best murder mysteries all explore the possibilities.

And when we start exploring death, something in us cries out that it isn’t right. We all long for justice, don’t we? That’s the other thing a good murder mystery delivers: a little imitation justice. The bad guy gets his in the end, or else someone has the guts to stand and rage against the second greatest mystery of all, which is why injustice exists in the first place.

I love that about murder mysteries. It’s why I’ve read, oh, about a thousand of them. And it’s why I’m writing “The Malcolm Cutter Memoirs.”

I can identify with the sentiments expressed above, and this is exactly one of the reasons I love the writings of Athol Dickson.

Please be sure to check out his book. Like all his other works before, it\’s a winner in every sense of the word, and you will be happy that you did.

Check Athol\’s Facebook page and LIKE him to keep up with what he\’s up to. AND you can sign up to receive the Malcolm Cutter newsletter.

I read JANUARY JUSTICE last year and wrote a review for it on Amazon. Feel free to read my thoughts on the book.