diary entry – nate and josh

Number one grandson, Nate, is spending a few days with his uncle Josh. I\’m sure they will have a lot of fun. I remember when Nate was born and Josh was coming to see him. He had said he\’d be home in the morning. When i got up around 6:30 to help Jenni with Nate, i looked out the window and there in front of the house sat Josh, asleep in his car. He had been so excited to meet Nate that he drove down and got to our house about 5 in the morning. Not wanting to wake us up, he just went to sleep in the car until we got up. Somewhere in my stack of pictures, i have one of Nate asleep on Josh\’s chest. It\’s where Nate slept the first six months of his life, on somebody\’s chest. We spoiled that child to pieces.

So Nate is with Josh. Josh will take him to the movies, to a ballgame, to play with the dog, and just generally teach him how a good man lives his life. I\’m glad Nate has Josh and Dave (hubby) to be examples for him. He has a real chance at succeeding in life with these two men to encourage him.

diary entry – blah day

i\’m not sure why, but i feel a bit depressed tonight. maybe i\’m just tired. nothing happened today to cause me to feel this way. in fact, the evening service was wonderful and worshipful. the teens did an excellent job of their number tonight. they performed under blacklight to Arise My Love. i tell you honestly, it was a very worshipful experience. more than one person was crying by the end of that number. so why do i feel sad?

ah, maybe i\’m just tired. i\’ll feel better tomorrow, i\’m sure.